DyL`x

2006-10-03T12:37:00.000-07:00

OHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

No wonder I couldn't blog on behalf of dyl the last time I accepted the self invite (ahem); twas because I entered the username and password for Dyl herself.

Yes, you can throw blogskins in my face now thank you.

I was just chatting with linsy some time ago, and i mentioned that I wasn't too particularly bright at night, prompting her to make the "its-night-how-can-bright" kind of joke that one kuku head passed prior to telling her about my intelligence situation at night.

Read that again if you don't understand it.

ok nvm.

As i was saying, at night, a.k.a 12 am onwards (wait, that's morning right? ok whatever) I don't exactly feel smart.

In fact, the dead of night tends to envelope me in sheer stupidity, naivite and other dumb characteristics you can think of. In other words- I am stupid at night.

Ok, now everyone knows jamsy is stupid at night.

Anyways, yes, i was trying to self-invite myself to my dearest, anything BUT softest friend Dylsy's blog, and I did it at night, thus accounting for my failure in blogging under my nick.
(because : read the reason above why I wasn't able to, dimwit)

ok anyways, its fun when i get to write under dyl's blog.

The first thing this blog needs is a new skin.

Something dark.
Something bloody.
Something emo.
Something with death.
Something loud.

Something...

Something..........

Something.... DYL.

Ah yes. Sai! You are the royal skin-maker. I wish to order 1 blogskin, specially personalised for dylsy ~~in hopes that she will continue blogging~~ ASAP.

That blog skin takes precedence over all your other blogskins. You will be paid $10 for the skin.

($10 monopoly money that is, he-he)

Ok anything else, you can contact me via my blog or call me on +658100XXXX.

OK bye and happy sahur-ing!

2006-09-26T22:24:00.000-07:00

!BOOOOOM!SHAKALLA!!!BOM BOM!!SHAKKAKKKAAALLLA!!!

2006-09-12T04:46:00.000-07:00

~~Dylsy~~ Jamsy has invted miishh to join ~~her~~ Dylsy bloggie.

Mishh ish flatterred euu noe

2006-09-05T04:51:00.000-07:00

So much for you re-opening this blog lahhh!! I shall re-close it again!!

NURADILAH BINTE RAHMAT!!Mane kau?!?!?!?!?!?!?! Dont prangai can!!!

Haiyoooooooo!!!Dilah Dilah!! )=

PS: Claris Ortega lurb euuuuu

2006-08-16T22:10:00.000-07:00

it is not closed it has re open with PRIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TABLOID!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-07-18T20:03:00.000-07:00

THIS

BLOG

IS

OFFICIALLY

CLOSE!!!

Can I close this blog DyL??Since there are cobwebs like everywhere.Especially the toilet bowl there!!

2006-05-17T00:13:00.000-07:00

Due to some unforseen damn circumstances...I have finally finally decided to update!Sorry folks but I was toooooooooooo busy. Gazillion requests from my besties like Sai, Lin, Nurul and Jamsy doesn't make any goddamn fucking difference.

Anyways what have had happened since me and hubby finalized our divorce? My beloved PE0103 decided to have chalet @ Fairy Point Bungalow.But I fucking did not overnight.I know.I'm stupid not to overnight.but we had fun!With me doing magic trick for Sai's cam.

Moving on from that, I founded an ASSHOLE!MALE BIMBOTIC BIATCH THAT FUCKING CHEAT MY FUCKING FEELINGS!I collected him from Successful Computing alongside with Lin-bacin.But he cheated my feelings.Only used me for 6Ps and RJs!By the way his name is Nigel Wayne-->He step want to be BATMAN'S(Bruce Wayne) half brother.Sheesh!Fucktards!

then in march.i had objectifs film course and yes we finally know how to use the lightings and made some more couple of films!MEETING with Jose, yvone and rain.

And now class have started. I'm in the same class with Ghaz.And elliot's best friend....YONG ZHI!Its getting so freaking stressful!Till I have to ask SAI for help :( so imagine???hw bad ~~was~~ is it??

class has been great so far.with 1/3 of them being smokers and my new husband in this class is....Yong Zhi!That cute lil guy!I WANT HIM FOR MYSELF!!

recently was the SLA Fiesta.We managed to get 30++ people to join the KELAB FILEM!
and during those times i have managed to hone my photography skills:taking silat..TAKING SILAT!

Besides that...there is nothing interesting happening in my life. Every morning, at 6:40 meet Sai@ interchange dengan segala harapan boleh jumpa GIANT. Then reach sch eat prata with Jamsy, Tingting,Snail and Yong Zhi. Leave for class.Got reprimanded by tt Amy Khoo for being 1 minute late!

1st breakout go meet Lin and Sai or with my classmates.and btw, the makcik's hotdog is nice!its a must to buy it.every single day.lunch same grp of ppl.and sometimes sometimes nurul!

and i will usually be at tampines by 8.by 8.nvr early.but may always be late.

and for the record today is WEE WEE BIRTHDAY!he has turn 19!the mild-stammering cute ~~boy~~ man that i and lin find so hard to ignore.hehe.happy birthday to NG WEE SIONG!

btw..my birthday.my birthday.my birthday is coming!!in 5 days time.i'm turning 18.finally.can watch all those M18 movies.and go clubbing.officially.

that's all folks.and thank you for being so patient with me!

2006-02-18T00:10:00.000-08:00

in this entry the one that has been highlighted are just some KEY POINTS. the one in PINK is very important!!! *blushes* wahahahah! DyL GILA!!!

Fine. since bunch of you has asked me to update ill update. well the journey of life has just been great. i mean the life outside a place called CRIB. wonder why i used slang for that? cause i know someone gonna read this entry and goes yada yada yada to my pham. so yea. hahaha. i dont think she know what it means so yeah =)

anyway friday was just a BAD BAD day initially, but thing get better as the clock ticked. okay so came to school as usual with the intention of cabut-ing after UT. met rain dear at redhill and took the taxi. yeah see how we tried to act like RICH bitch and jerk when we are not? hahaha. okay anyway reached school said bye bye to him yada yada. then went into the class. it was ard 8.18 that time. and guess what that BLOODY HELL OF A BITCH MOTHERFUCKER OF A SLUT WITH A FUCKING BASTARD RETARD had not reached!!! i thought fac was suppose to come earlier ard 8.15 to get ready for the class ESPECIALLY if there was UT. she happily came in at 8.24. NABEI!!!

so before that the whole class has decided to go beach la, bowling la, OCH la, lepak lepak la and like many more. so after UT she opened the problem statement. Elliot (hubby) and me were suppose to read the DAMN prblem statement. then me and hubby were reading it at a speed of 180km/h! i love HUBBY! +blushes+

okay so then we all decided to not cabut cause the problem was EASY! YEY! so yeah for the benefit of some who needs the grade too that we decided not to cabut. see how good we were. *hint hint to Lin* hahaha.

so then we were like discussing it outside the classroom whether to cabut or not. to think of it back it's quite funny la. u discuss of cabuting and you can ask THAT BITCH to wait. WAHAHAHAHAH! oh anyway we made an AGREEMENT with THAT BITCH to let us go by 11.30. so she yada yada yada.

then when it was during our team she came to our team and said "HELLO GERRY!"
-_- so GERRY is the only one in the team? so me, sai, xiang ni and hubby decided to just keep quiet. ANAK THONG THONG yada yada yada.

then after that we all went out to CAHAYA! and eat. funny la. hahaha. i just love those get together lunch so much. laugh so much sey. from celeste to claris to practically everyone la! hahaha. the class are just getting together so well. and yes the day before was more HAVOC. laugh like hell!! hahahaha. about the day before next time then i update k? wahahaha lazy!

okay so back to CAHAYA. we had our lunch then talk talk talk. i just love looking at hubby face. funny la. very.. hmm.. STONE. hahaha. so anyway we went to level one of far east. cam whoring!!! i havent get the photos from ANAK ENAL!! oi quick la SLUT! wahahaha.

then we went to get churos at the shop opposite far east. sai played with the straw and turned it into a HEART shape. so i gave hubby and say happy belated valentine he took it then he wanted to give it to the girl who was selling CHUROS!!! like wtf!! i was angry with him la. and then he was the one who was like being petty and walk away and i said "IM NEVER GONNA FORGIVE YOU!"

so after collecting the choc churos. i tell u its just NICE! nyum nyum! we wanted to head back. hubby came back to me and threw the heart back to me!!! i was like "oh my god!" he then snatched my churos and it FELL!!!! like on the ground!!!!!! my fucking churos!!!!!! and then evrybody was like looking at us as if we were like really fighting and then hubby was like laughing till he sit down at the pavement. two guys (gays) look at hubby and point point. lucky thing my shuros was in a paper lucky still can eat. then i was like "YOU!! YOU!! I SWEAR IM NOT GONNA FORGIVE YOU!!! NEVER!!!" then i walked away.

the bus came and we boarded, double decker so we went up. then i was like telling everybody not to bother hubby. just take it that he never existed. i was angry with him okay! then he gave this STONE face again very pathetic. VERY CUTE!! wanted to laugh but i was supposed to be angry what! wahahaha

then we alighted at the phoenix park bustop. then we wanted to cross. then there wasnt any cars hubby did a push up on the MIDDLE OF THE ROAD. at first i was like "haiya no cars what! dont act lah!" then after that i SWORE I WAS JUST JOKING when i say "ar now got car go do lah your push up! then i forgive you!" and FUCK!!! hubby went to the middle of the road with a blue comfort taxi coming towards him and did 3 PUSH UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD WITH A COMFORT TAXI CHARGING AT HIM!!!! my heart pounded so fast!!! i thot hubby was gonna die!!! like seriously. my heart skip a couple of beats!! im SERIOUS! scary u know. in addition to that a car from the opposite side HONNED!!! more scared. i was like "ELLIOT!!! ELLIOT STAND UP!!! ELIIOT!!!!" im scared he cant come up on time. seriously. i was scared. grace felt my heartbeat it was really fast sia!!

okay so after that hubby was like "am i forgiven?" i was like awww....+blushes+
at the same time i was like "dont u dare do that again!!" and he was like "ill do anything for your forgiveness!" GILA SIAL HIM! but im touched okay. VERY. how i wished i had someone like him by my side in reality. =) i love you hubby =)

anyway we then went up by block D cause me and grace wanted go toilet. then shi shi already everybody went back to class i stopped by jannah ( babi buntal ) class to just pay a visit. then i briefly told her what hubby did. hahaha. then when i wanted to go out of her class HUBBY WAS THERE!!!! i thought everybody go already!! he waited for me sia!!!! NOW HOW ROMANTIC IS THAT!!!!!! hahahaha

elliot is just insane la. but i love the way he is. hahaha. my hubby mah! hahaha.

ill update you guys on what FLORINA BITCH told me after school that day. now im tired i wanna go rest.

ps : i love hubby elliot. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

2006-02-14T19:45:00.000-08:00

many has been asking me to post their not nice and nice pictures on my bl0og especially anak ENAL. she insisted her picture should be on my blog so here goes some of the unsung hero of SINGAPORE IDLE. wahahaha

ANAK ENAL, ANAK MA'AROP & ANAK SHERIFF

oh yes this is JAMSY (NA NI)

2006-02-10T07:00:00.000-08:00

Babi Buto. Good luck for tomorrow's audition.
Make sure you sing your hearts and lungs and intestine and rectum and liver out!

Babi Buntal. Since you've had your LONG JOHN SILVER today, make sure you sing your hearts out too. And don't be too nervous. Be yourself and everything gonna turn out AWESOME.

so now all the BABIs repeat after me.

GO BABI GO BABI GO BABI!

2006-02-09T22:19:00.000-08:00

My dear birthday girl!!!!! MAIMANAH MANSOR! Happy birthday MAI! makin tua anak pak mansor eh? hehehe.

2006-02-07T23:48:00.000-08:00

okay fine. now im in a FREAKING DILEMMA.

here's the situation.
one itchy finger of my neneh's (friend's) has signed me up for singapore idol.
yes. like literally the singapore idol.
so yeah. i don't wanna make a fool out of myself.
but here's the deal.
wouldn't it be cool at the same time?
hahaha. yes i know contradicting.
but yeah think of it.
it aint that bad to have the experience of having to queue with so many thousand different people.
and think of it who knows i might meet Mr Right there?
then go on valentine's day date?
wahahahaha!
okay im insane.
so yeah. i don't know la.
obviously i can't sing like MARIAH CAREY.
and i think WHOPPI WOLDBERG sings better than me.
hahaha.
so yeah. i dont know.

opinion anywone? =)

oh and yeah. rain wanted me to put up his picture so much!!!! so being his nice dear i decided to put up his pic. yes fine rain. i give you face k dear? love you la. hahaha. yeah that's him. and i keep to my promise of not disclosing that *TOOT* picture okay! hahaha.

<3 him.

and yes dear, i LOVE your OLD HAIR!!!! +make a disappointed face+

- DyL

2005-08-22T16:12:00.000-07:00

ive been hearing rumours of changing class. and one moment a fucking guy by the name of Dr Alwis send us an announcement that indeed we're changing class. I'm like what the fuck? i dont know. my feelings are mixed. of course im against it. i dont wanna change class. its too little of a time that ive spent with my classmates. as bad as i am im gonna miss them.
there'll be no one i can call kak long.
there'll be no one i can call abg thomas.
there'll be no one i can call abg alfred.
there'll be no one i can make lame joke with (mai).
there'll be no one i can bully (rain).
there'll be no one i can make fun of (fiqie).
there'll be no one i can spot mistakes with (ernsy).
there'll be no one i can turn to when i've got problem (siyun).
there'll be no one i can call Dei (Krishna).
there'll be no one i can call shorty gang (clive).
there'll be no one i can call hunny (cui ying).
there'll be no one i can call lag-jie (jolin).
there'll be no one i can call ikan pau(william).

god. im gonna miss all that. seriously. im crying ait. i don't know why. i've got too attached with ya'all. i really cant bear to leave all of you. okay fine not all. most of you.

okay my eyeliner are smudging. =(

to you guys whose reading all this. you all have taught me a lot. seriously.
i wasn't like this when i was in secondary then. i was a rebellious kid. seriously.
im the sort who doesnt come to school. backfire teachers. i smoke. a heavy one. im a vulgar grl.
im really those bad people. all the negative words are like my food.

but you guys woke me up! seriously. im telling you guys this from the bottom of my heart.

i wanna thank RAIN personally for helping me stop smoking. he was my confidant when i needed one. he help me kicked my habit. my bad habit. he has been halping me lie to my parents. he has helped me keep my handphone for me. he has been of great help. he influenced me a lot withi his behaviour. in a good sense that is. im so touched for what he has done for me seriously. i dont wanna lose a friend like you dear. i love you for being who you are and showering me with care and concern. im gonna miss you so much. im actually crying okay. and its sincere! :=(

i wish to extend my gratitude to the tudungs too. they have help me a lot. changing me from what i was to what i am today. they have helped me realise of my position as a student. as a muslim. as a person. as a girl. they have enlighten me. they have help me realise of who i am. they have make me from what i am. they have make me change to become a less vulgar person. okay at least a little bit. to kak long - thanks for showering me the love of an elder sister. she has help me a lot. she give me advice on certain things about life. she entertain me with her joke. we gossip together late at night. we come to school early and go to the canteen via blk A and shout for warewolf. i love you kak long and im gonna miss you so much! to fiqie - thanks grl for cheering me up when those times i really needed one. thanks for being blur and entertain me. thanks for giving me the blur look that ill always remember in my mind. thanks for leaving a sense of concern and security in me. you've always been there to give nice words and ill turn smiling from glum. thanks a lot fiqie! i love you too la. dayang sayang kamu! to mai - thanks for listening to my crap in the train when we go home together. im gonna miss the laughter we had in the train. all those "seia sekata sehati sejiwa" all those "putih putih merah bulan dan bintang" all those "nak tangan cik sakit". im gonna miss all that. im gonna miss "janji manisku". im gonna miss your serious-turn-funny look. im just gonna miss you. thanks for your advice during the early days of ours in the train. i really appreciate it much. im gonna miss you so much. and yea i love you too.

abg thomas - im gonna miss the late nights at camps. the time when we edit "the photo". the fantasizing. im gonna miss you hair. the lalang look hair. im gonna miss your joke and spontaniousitiy. im gonna miss your "WOOHOOO". im gonna miss your PROF GOH lecture. im really gonna miss you. -mungkin nanti

Ernsy - im gonna miss every single animal there is in your house. im gonna miss you hair. im gonna miss all those mistakes spotted by you that abg has done. im gonna miss you stupid jokes. im gonna miss seeing you have your breakfast with 3 bites. im gonna miss you rocking your chair. im gonna miss your pink shoes. - double dagger bus. like pells repoles.

abg alfred - im gonna miss your photography skills. im gonna miss your "mature" lectures. im gonna miss your i know what you did last raya look. im gonna miss the time we had during science and enterprise. im gonna miss your bangla-cum-indian "dei". - ali baba take. agent take.

im just gonna miss ya'all so much.

im gone from here. my eyeliner has smudge like hell. i just love you all!!

-i love you
-wo ai ni
-aku cinta kamu
-meh bohot pyar kerti hu

2005-07-28T16:31:00.000-07:00

today ut. im dead. for shure. didnt study. im dead. real dead. mai gave me last minute. because i asked the last minute. lol . dont laugh. not funny. im dead. is it gonna be a D or at least a D+. or maybe C. okay im aiming fo C. nah. C+ please. anyway. bontot gonna be seperated. no more laughing my bontot off. cause no more bontot. no more that fucking logo with the red blue BB with the trademark. gonna miss the founder, official member and the ambassador. but actually not really the ambassador. meet him in another module. but very good. he was effective yesterday. dont know why. lol . ill just cross my finger when she press that freaking random button. how i wish it turn out to be the lost.cute.butt members. woah! that's gonna be awesome. but bah. dream on! haix. Ut starting in less than an hours' time. it's bored. pure boredom. yesterday chatted kak dhani. she was online. yeah crapped with her. laugh infront of my lappy myself. and duh i went to sleep. yeah sleep. dyl sleep yesterday. very weird. yeah but i slept. tireid lah bodoh! setan! gondrong! dont's ask me what's gondrong. cause i dont even noe. bah don't laugh. aint funny. ait ive start crapping i think its time for me to shut the hell up! yehaaa. okay shut up. ok ait. ok ait. yeah ait. shhh.

2005-07-24T21:53:00.000-07:00

bah. not been updating for sucha long time. yesterday abg fai gave me his link. was triggered to update it once again. haha.

anyway. life sucks now. i dont know but i feel so insignificant. hmm. maybe its just a feeling. but hmm. i dont know. maybe just some sickening intuition or somekind of that. im now in school. that darn VB is over. you see i feel lonely in class suddenly. i dont know why. maybe its just me. im getting more sensitive these days. not shure why.

anyway. went to meet rifa'i just now. that jerk. haha. passed me some vids. he's kewl. like hanging ard with him. his house damn big and yeah i love his room. so teratur. i mean u know guys. they dont have nice bedrooms. lol. not trying to be stereotyping here. but it's true okay. haha. ait ill just leave here. i wanna do my stuff. wanna change blogskin. this one so darn messy.

-graciaz.

2005-06-29T21:03:00.000-07:00

nighmare before chirstmax. necrotic obsession.

- Heartless Archangel is the goth name.
how it coincide.

few words for today.

Count once,
Count twice.
Still no change,
Five dead bodies filled with rage.
Slowly grasping deadly rays,
No where found,
No where stay.
Falling deeply in six feet holes,
All go down,All go down.
Darkness only where they lay,
Long lost friends will not stay.

*darkness within me. it's blissful.

ive got this feeling.

_Im not living nor dead.
_The dead fear me more than the living.
_My breath is a frozen wind.
_My eyes are a flames end.
_I don't walk during the day.
_But at night im astray.
_I don't walk even at night.
_But when Im about I spread fright.

don't mind me. its my feeling afterall.

-im vindicated.