Monday, August 22, 2005
ive been hearing rumours of changing class. and one moment a fucking guy by the name of Dr Alwis send us an announcement that indeed we're changing class. I'm like what the fuck? i dont know. my feelings are mixed. of course im against it. i dont wanna change class. its too little of a time that ive spent with my classmates. as bad as i am im gonna miss them.
there'll be no one i can call kak long.
there'll be no one i can call abg thomas.
there'll be no one i can call abg alfred.
there'll be no one i can make lame joke with (mai).
there'll be no one i can bully (rain).
there'll be no one i can make fun of (fiqie).
there'll be no one i can spot mistakes with (ernsy).
there'll be no one i can turn to when i've got problem (siyun).
there'll be no one i can call Dei (Krishna).
there'll be no one i can call shorty gang (clive).
there'll be no one i can call hunny (cui ying).
there'll be no one i can call lag-jie (jolin).
there'll be no one i can call ikan pau(william).
god. im gonna miss all that. seriously. im crying ait. i don't know why. i've got too attached with ya'all. i really cant bear to leave all of you. okay fine not all. most of you.
okay my eyeliner are smudging. =(
to you guys whose reading all this. you all have taught me a lot. seriously.
i wasn't like this when i was in secondary then. i was a rebellious kid. seriously.
im the sort who doesnt come to school. backfire teachers. i smoke. a heavy one. im a vulgar grl.
im really those bad people. all the negative words are like my food.
but you guys woke me up! seriously. im telling you guys this from the bottom of my heart.
i wanna thank RAIN personally for helping me stop smoking. he was my confidant when i needed one. he help me kicked my habit. my bad habit. he has been halping me lie to my parents. he has helped me keep my handphone for me. he has been of great help. he influenced me a lot withi his behaviour. in a good sense that is. im so touched for what he has done for me seriously. i dont wanna lose a friend like you dear. i love you for being who you are and showering me with care and concern. im gonna miss you so much. im actually crying okay. and its sincere! :=(
i wish to extend my gratitude to the tudungs too. they have help me a lot. changing me from what i was to what i am today. they have helped me realise of my position as a student. as a muslim. as a person. as a girl. they have enlighten me. they have help me realise of who i am. they have make me from what i am. they have make me change to become a less vulgar person. okay at least a little bit. to kak long - thanks for showering me the love of an elder sister. she has help me a lot. she give me advice on certain things about life. she entertain me with her joke. we gossip together late at night. we come to school early and go to the canteen via blk A and shout for warewolf. i love you kak long and im gonna miss you so much! to fiqie - thanks grl for cheering me up when those times i really needed one. thanks for being blur and entertain me. thanks for giving me the blur look that ill always remember in my mind. thanks for leaving a sense of concern and security in me. you've always been there to give nice words and ill turn smiling from glum. thanks a lot fiqie! i love you too la. dayang sayang kamu! to mai - thanks for listening to my crap in the train when we go home together. im gonna miss the laughter we had in the train. all those "seia sekata sehati sejiwa" all those "putih putih merah bulan dan bintang" all those "nak tangan cik sakit". im gonna miss all that. im gonna miss "janji manisku". im gonna miss your serious-turn-funny look. im just gonna miss you. thanks for your advice during the early days of ours in the train. i really appreciate it much. im gonna miss you so much. and yea i love you too.
abg thomas - im gonna miss the late nights at camps. the time when we edit "the photo". the fantasizing. im gonna miss you hair. the lalang look hair. im gonna miss your joke and spontaniousitiy. im gonna miss your "WOOHOOO". im gonna miss your PROF GOH lecture. im really gonna miss you. -mungkin nanti
Ernsy - im gonna miss every single animal there is in your house. im gonna miss you hair. im gonna miss all those mistakes spotted by you that abg has done. im gonna miss you stupid jokes. im gonna miss seeing you have your breakfast with 3 bites. im gonna miss you rocking your chair. im gonna miss your pink shoes. - double dagger bus. like pells repoles.
abg alfred - im gonna miss your photography skills. im gonna miss your "mature" lectures. im gonna miss your i know what you did last raya look. im gonna miss the time we had during science and enterprise. im gonna miss your bangla-cum-indian "dei". - ali baba take. agent take.
im just gonna miss ya'all so much.
im gone from here. my eyeliner has smudge like hell. i just love you all!!
-i love you-wo ai ni-aku cinta kamu-meh bohot pyar kerti hu
- I became bimbotic at 4:12 PM
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